What is Sparkle?
Sparkle is the me inside of me. The me that existed before I married, before I had children, before I had a house and responsibility.
I want to find my Sparkle, and add it back into my life. I miss my Sparkle. I love my husband, and my children, and my life. I want to throw Sparkle in there and mix it all up. I want to laugh again, and smile, and be SPARKLY. I want to be a wife that my husband is proud of, I want to be a mother that my children are proud of, and I want to be a me that I am proud of.
I know my Sparkle is in there. It is buried deeply under 100 extra lbs. ONE HUNDRED POUNDS overweight. That fact alone makes me want to stop typing immediately. That fact makes me want to curl into myself and disappear. But...I am stronger than that. My Sparkle wants out. It is tired of wearing boring fat girl clothes. It is tired of being lazy. My Sparkle is demanding a second chance.
Who am I to deny Sparkle?
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