Sunday, October 19, 2008

The Wagon and my Fall

I fell off the wagon-with a resounding CRASH!

Technically, I fell off of two wagons. The blogging about myself wagon and the taking care of myself wagon.

David and I decided to give a third baby a shot. I don't know why I am unable to take care of myself and ttc at the same time....but, they just don't seem to go together for me. Add in a couple of sinus infections...and you end up with a me that hasn't lost any weight, hasn't exercised, and has eaten anything that she wants.

We have tried for the last two months to conceive. We will be taking a break....maybe temporarily...maybe permanently. I don't want to have a July baby...since I know I will be returning to work....and I don't want to miss the first three months of a school year.

Hence, my commitment to myself. I am giving myself 9 months...just like I would if I were pg. I am taking care of myself for 9 months. Hopefully, when the 9 months are up I will have clarity, and be in much better shape.

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